I can feel how much you love me, and it just blows me away…

Hey there my Moon. I got ALL of your messages today. Thank you. You brought a smile to my face, sparkle to my soul, and the tingle I have been missing and needing so much. You truly amaze me. You don’t give up on me. You don’t let me push you away. You hold on tight and make me FEEL and I love you for that. I miss you so much. As much as I know that you are there and blah, blah, blah, it doesn’t matter when it seems you have been gone so long and the tingle and love we share is no where to be found.

I have that girls weekend/week coming up. I am nervous. I want to go, no; I NEED to go so bad. I need to get away from the madness that is my life right now. But will I miss you too much and it shows to others around me? I don’t really care but I don’t really want to have to talk about US yet. Not to anyone. Here, and only here. That is where I get to talk to you. Say goodnight to you. Love you. Yell at you. Miss you. Want you. Here is where I can do all of these things openly and freely and I don’t have to care if anyone here knows that I am so deeply in love with you. I want it to be known here that you have completed my soul. That you and I will never be apart no matter how far we are because you live, inside of me, in my heart, you are my SOUL.

I love you. I miss you. I need you. Thank you my Moon.

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  1. I have read a number of your posts and all I can say is this: I understand your emotions, your highs, your lows. I wish you nothing but happiness or at the very least truth. You are not a needy, whiney bitch with unrealistic expectations. You are a person who has needs, nothing more nothing less.
    Keep believing, for when all else fails….that is all we are left with.
    Thanks for sharing.

    • Thank you so much. I have found comfort in your words and the love that you have found with ShadowBride. Love is something we NEED to have returned and I too have been living a decade of my life loveless. I am trying to accept that I deserve love and that if my love had been returned then this would never have had the chance to happen. I thank you again for sharing your story. I wish you peace and love on this journey.
      Oh how I long to be someone’s pet (: ❤

  2. Amelia

     /  January 31, 2012

    I feel right at home with you all. I have spent the last five years of my life loveless and before that was in a relationship that went nowhere. i am going to be 60 years old in November and am scared out of my mind that I will never find true love and this is as good as it gets. Reading your posts gives me hope. My problem is I don’t know where to even begin. Any advice will be appreciated.

  3. sexuallifeofawife

     /  February 4, 2012


  4. Another girl

     /  October 30, 2015

    Wow the same songs same lines. Same hurt same love.


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