Darling, darling, stand by me. Stand by me…

I’m lost. I am trying to keep you away. Trying not to let you in. It’s not really working. There is a constant battle raging inside. The US in me knows how much I need you. The broken in me doesn’t want to feel anymore hurt. I can’t allow myself to talk to you for fear that just the sound of your voice will weaken the walls I have been trying to build. Fuck.

I miss you. I love you. I hope you don’t let me push you away……….

I’m sorry. Goodnight my Moon.

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  1. Don’t worry. If he really loves you then he won’t. I’ve tried pushing loved ones away, but somehow they just don’t let me. If it’s meant to be, it will be. 🙂

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    • Thank you… I am hoping he won’t. I have a feeling he’s different from all the rest (: ❤

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