You are CRAZY ridiculous… and I love you.

I don’t have much time but I want to get this down before I forget it.

You are my SOUL and I am so lucky to have finally found you.

I don’t want to get to intimate on here and I don’t really even know how to explain it but it started with some love and ended with complete…

A M A Z I N G-NESS

I couldn’t hide the tears from slowly falling afterwards as we lay in complete bliss, which is a bit annoying seeing as how I can’t seem to hide ANYTHING from you EVER (: , and you wanted to know why I was sad. I was anything but sad but I couldn’t even find the words or the voice. On the inside however I was happy, calm, peaceful, full of love, bursting with life, yet at this serene, peaceful place all at the same time. I was the freest and MOST vulnerable I have EVER been in my whole life, with anybody, and I loved it.

I was sad ONLY when I could start to feel the walls settling back in and the free-ness disappear. There were moments that your words and love sent ripples through and I tried to hold on to the openness of being freed from the boundaries of the walls. I don’t even remember what that feels like to let yourself be so vulnerable to someone and their love but you reminded me and I miss it, I don’t even know if I have ‘felt’ this way before with anyone else but I do know I don’t ever want to feel this with anyone but you, with US.

I love you. thank you so much for bring me back to life. Thank you so much for not giving up on me, on US. I know this wont change anything quickly but I do know that I will fight as hard as I can with you by my side to crumble these walls. I hope you’re ready for the challenge. I know that I am. I love you.

From here to eternity baby….