Pain, pain, go away. Sleep, sleep, come and stay. I miss you.

 

I hurt. It’s physical pain now, I like this pain. I can focus on it. I can distract myself with it. I can medicate myself for it and the pain actually lessens. I can’t wait for it to go away though.

I am so exhausted from not sleeping and hurting so much. I am going to force myself to shut off the computer and snuggle under the covers and focus on healing. And sleeping. I so want to sleep. I am so in need of sleep. I hope we can sleep.

I need US sleep. . .

I am ready for you to be here now. Are you here yet? Are you done yet? Okay, I am getting off and ready for bed now.

I love you. I will be here, waiting. Always…

 

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3 Comments

  1. I’m so sorry. I suffer from insomnia and a boat load of other issues, so I can relate. Hope you find some relief soon.

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  2. I used to suffer very badly from insomnia – since having children actually…
    Just focusing on my breath to calm all the thoughts helped…

    Reply

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