All I got to say is…

I have been attempting to write for quite some days now. Nothing has come of it except a bunch of deleted jumbled rubbish. Seeing as how I am not really one to force it or have to ‘fake’ anymore than I already do I choose to say Fuck it!

And hopefully get entirely too intoxicated tonight at the ‘dildo party’ to care.

So, off I am to hoochie my self up for a wild night of booze, boobs, and things that go buzzz zzzzzzz (:

I love you. I need you. I am sorry I push, thank you for holding tight.

P.S. Your call just now put a smile on my face. I love you. I just wish I knew how to let you love me….

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