To say today was a bad day is like saying Hurricane Katrina was a rainstorm…

Today was bad horrible terrible horrifying fuck it!! I can’t even find a fucking word to describe what today was. Oh wait yes I can.

BLACK

Today was full of black. I don’t have anything more tonight. I am drained. Exhausted. I don’t know how much I will be on here for a bit. Maybe I will be on here a lot. I fear I will be silent. You know how silent is no bueno for me. But silent is pretty much all I’ve got for now.

I am sorry. I miss you. I need to do this alone. I need some time. Again I am sorry.

Until we meet again my Moon. I’m sorry.

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  1. Sounds like I’m in the same place you are. It sucks. It feels like a black hole swallowing you…. We’ll get through it, eventually, somehow. Good luck hun….

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  2. I hope you find your way back into the light soon. You are not alone in what you are feeling or your struggles.

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