I survived another week without you… I don’t know if I should be happy or sad about that.

girl broke

I have so many unfinished posts. I might try to spend the morning sorting thru and posting. I don’t know how long I’ll last but is worth a try. I’ve got nothing better to do right now anyways.
Being sick sucks.

So I lasted about 20 seconds before I was interupted and now I’m sitting in the bean bag hiding out trying to figure out how its the early hours of the am again when I started this shortly after the sun rose yesterday I guess.

I tried to look at how many unfinished posts I have but it’s overwhelming. There are so many. I have so many tear filled letters to you. I don’t think I will ever stop writing to you. I dont think I will ever stop loving you. I dont think anyone will ever replace you.

I know that none of those things are true for you when it comes to me.

There was a time that you thought you loved me. There was a time that hearing my voice gave you butterflies and the thought of being next to me got you hard…

Now I am barely an ancient memory to you.

Sad panda.

Fuck you Friday. You sucked like I knew you would.

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  1. crippledbypain

     /  February 8, 2015

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