I just fcking miss him so bad…. I don’t want to pretend like I don’t tonight.

miss him

Dear Universe, I miss him. So fucking much it hurts. Again. I have had the best of days/weeks lately. But today… today I just miss Moon. I miss how if I had a day like today he would be there with open arms to hold and love away all the bad. I hate it. Missing him sucks. Thinking I need him is the worst.

I don’t remember his voice.. It brings a panic to my soul that is indescribable. There was a time that I thought I would hear it every day for the rest of my life and now I have a lifetime left to go without hearing it again.

I wish my soul forgot what it was like to love him.

Bahhhhhh….

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  1. poo

     /  May 1, 2015

    Same here M missing him too. The toughest part of letting go is realising that they already let us go. If marriages are made in heaven den y God allows our heart to love…. I wish we could delete everything

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