Behind the Crazy.

This blog is dedicated to the demons in my head and the angels on my shoulders. Please take no offense to ANYTHING I write, it is just raw & real emotion/feelings/thoughts/rants I am having at ANY given time (:

Don’t judge me, you don’t truly know ME, you know only the ramblings I put out there and for every one that is written down, there are a million more fighting around inside just waiting for their time in the spotlight…

Obviously if you have ready ANY of my post I live a chaotic life and I am currently struggling with heartbreak  & depression and trying to BELIEVE. I am hoping through this blog I will be able to build myself a new ME, just a lot more F A N  T A S T I C!

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  1. I wish you perfect love on that journey.
    I don’t judge and I have read some of your thoughts. I hope your heart is centered and I wish you good luck even though I don’t know you .-)

  2. BlueGem

     /  December 21, 2011

    Heartbreak is such a horrible thing. It is sad that anyone has to go through such pain. You seem to have such a beautiful soul. I encourage you to be strong. Who knows? Maybe love is lurking right around the corner to sweep you off your feet again. Be positive my friend and I hope you will find healing soon. Blessings ~

  3. Thanks for dropping by my site and liking one post!

  4. Good luck! I’m working my way out of a very deep and dark hole caused by the void of the man I thought was mine for always. Thanks for stopping by my place and I’ll be by again sometimes as we do this thing called Life.

  5. i’m sure you’ll be just fine – if you believe it, YOU ALREADY ARE :). God bless & lots of love…

  6. Glad I stumbled upon your blog.. imagine my relief to know I’m not the only one who struggles with such craziness 😉 but.. a once in a lifetime love and a difficult situation will do that to a person. Just as I’m hoping for my happy ever after, I hope the same for you. Thanks for sharing your story.

    • Thank you so much. My heart is often unexpectedly warmed by the support and kind words from strangers. Welcome to my crazy-ness (: New found friend ❤

  7. This blog is awesome, and you rock too. I think we’re all trying to believe, and the rest of the time, we’re just trying to occupy our mind and forget about the reality of things sometimes. Cheers to blogging our feelings!

    • Thank you so much! I am intrigued with your story. I wish you happiness and as little heartache as possible. And remember if he’s not your ONE, that just means it will be even more AMAZING when you do find him. <3333

  8. Beautiful blog. I deal with depression and craziness too, which is part of what led me to start this photography blog/community. Would love for you to submit some photos, if you think the group is a match.
    D. and the Collective

  9. thebitchybride

     /  March 13, 2012

    I wish my crazy was as eloquent as your crazy!

    • thank you but I am sure if you ‘read’ into me a bit more you will see just how CrAzY I can be (:
      Congrats on being a bride ❤

  10. Thank you for reblogging Love. Desire. Passion and liking Addicted. I love your blog and it’s because some of your posts make me realize I am there where you are. And it feels good to know that the kind of love you feel, that I have felt, exists. It’s not a lie nor is it necessary for the world to understand. It just is.
    Thanks for being someone in this world who understands, even though we don’t know each other.
    I wish you the best in life and love. Know that you’re not alone, and you’re not wrong :).

    • thank you so very much! You have NO idea how much I needed to hear that today (:
      I love your writing… it’s beautiful, real, raw and inspiring. ❤

  11. Thank you for listing me under blogs you love. That is amazing. 🙂 I need to get back to reading blogs. I’ve missed it for sure.

  12. no comment needed. I just like your spirit. i hope you enjoy these – 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 Happy New Year 🙂 hope it’s a good one – or at least, a better one! x

  13. Hey sweetie – thank you for taking the time out to read through some of my rambles. it was lovely coming home to find you’d liked of the stuff i put out! so big smiles to you! 🙂 xx

  14. Seven S

     /  December 26, 2017

    I am going through the same heartbreak right now as I write to you. I hope that reading and following your story, in time, will teach me to learn how I can get through it because sometimes I don’t feel like these clouds will ever go away…..


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