I hate the weekends that aren’t full of US… I’m thinking they might be your favorite kind.

I spent the afternoon on the river with two of my favorite little people in the universe today and I have to say that the smiles and peace I felt were not faked. The smiles were small and far between but that could be due to the sadness that still lurked just beneath the surface of the smiles.

I find the water so calming. If I could have my way I would have a cabin on all types of lakes, rivers, and oceans. My own little private hideaways. There is something about the crystal clear water flowing so freely and the sun lighting the tips making it look like the top of the water is on fire, my favorite. It was hard to not feel anything but calm today and I loved it.

The sun warmed my skin and even touched the tip of my soul, the water danced and glittered beautifully today calming the angry ocean of screaming thoughts that is my mind. I realized today that it’s not about ‘fixing’ me, it never was, it’s about me becoming ME, there is no fixing at all. I apologize in advance if you don’t like the ME that I become. On second thought, no I don’t (:

There of course was something missing. Something was off today. I know what it was. You know what it was. I’m sorry.

I miss you.

Goodnight Moon.

I won’t hesitate no more, no more, It can NOT wait… I’m Yours.

I miss you. This song brings a smile to my face. I have always loved the song but this version is AMAZING. And of course anything amazing reminds me of US (:

I hope Little Man is whipping ya into shape and showing you who’s BOSS. I love you.

I’m yours…

This might be my favorite Keep Calm ever. Don’t tell anyone, wink, wink.

Is it bad that this brought one of the first genuine smiles in awhile? I think so too…

Posting this makes me feel so naughty (: 

Goodnight, again, my Moon. I still love you. I still miss you. Just a whole lot more now.

All I got to say is…

I have been attempting to write for quite some days now. Nothing has come of it except a bunch of deleted jumbled rubbish. Seeing as how I am not really one to force it or have to ‘fake’ anymore than I already do I choose to say Fuck it!

And hopefully get entirely too intoxicated tonight at the ‘dildo party’ to care.

So, off I am to hoochie my self up for a wild night of booze, boobs, and things that go buzzz zzzzzzz (:

I love you. I need you. I am sorry I push, thank you for holding tight.

P.S. Your call just now put a smile on my face. I love you. I just wish I knew how to let you love me….

Are you Irish? I can’t remember. I hope so because I don’t have any Irish IN me…

Found this on this blog. Super cute (:

I miss you. I love you. Hope you are enjoying your drinks tonight my Moon. Perhaps I will ‘see’ later… (:

Goodnight my Moon. I love you. Thank you for this morning.

Stop… You’re doing that thing again. And I love it.

Usually I write to you and then pick some sort of graphic for my post but I saw the pic above and had to post it. I start to tingle just looking at it. It so perfectly describes the way I feel when I am with you. To be wrapped around you and to not be able to tell where you start or I begin because we are one, we are US.

I miss you. I love you. I am so amazingly happy when I am with you. Tonight was… I can’t think of any better word than… RI-DIC-U-LOUS. As is every moment we share. You said it best tonight when you said the best part is afterwards laying together and just being US. Again it was like you reached inside and spoke my thoughts. I feel the tingle and sparkle of you US in my SOUL.

I love being US.

I will be thinking of you all day tomorrow. I miss you already. I missed you as soon as we said goodnight. I hope you have a great day. I can’t wait until Sunday.

Goodnight my Moon. I love you. You are everything. You have my soul, now and forever.

Thank you for the smiles today… We’re the Perfect Two.

 

This song made me smile today, cuz… You’re the apple to my pie, you’re the straw to my berry, you’re the smoke to my high…

That smile wouldn’t have been possible if it wasn’t for you or last night my Moon… I love you…