I miss you. I want to lie in bed with you all day and just get lost in your love and snuggle into you, wrapped in your arms, forever. In your arms is the only place that I feel safe, it is the only time that I am able to fully breathe.
And that scares me. I need to be able to be okay on my own. I want to be okay on my own. I want to be able to fall asleep at night and not constantly be woken with nightmares.
I guess I am going to stop this now. It isn’t making me feel better for some reason. I am feeling a bit worse right now actually.
I am going to blast some music, my specialty, and get lost in cleaning, until I can get lost in US.
I love you.
I miss you.