Why do I feel like sinking is the only option? I have this amazing amount of love from you and yet I want to sink to the bottom of the fucking sea?!? Maybe I haven’t had enough US lately. Maybe I have had too much US lately.

Maybe… just fucking maybe… I’m too MUCH for US….

I miss you. I love you. I don’t know if I will ever understand your love. I am hoping I can figure it out sooner rather than later. Thank you for accepting me. Thank you for being so in love with ME. All of me. I love you for that. More than you will ever know and more than I will ever be able to express.

Goodnight my Moon. I miss you already… I love you even more.