I can find a tiny bit of comfort in the fact that soon there will be very few ‘new’ reminders of you popping up. As of right now I have spent so many years making US a part of my life and it has taken quite sometime to rid myself of the reminders.
I’m sure there will be some sort of reminder pop up of US from time to time for always but soon there will be no more reminders of things we had planned together, things that were coming in the future and we had planned to do them together.
The one coming up soonest is Fifty Shades.
You started reading it with me. I will always think of you when I hear that movie or book. I know you will be too busy making new memories to be reminded about old memories we had made but `I doubt I will be so lucky.
The yucky is setting in when I start to think about all of the things you will promising her and how you promised me the same and so much more.
If it means so when you say it to her why was it different when you said it to me?
How can you vow yourself to someone else when you’ve already done the same to me? Why are you willing to keep your promises to someone else but the ones you made me were disposable?
She deserves more than I? She’s better for you? You’ve more in common with her? Oh booger why bother. .
It doesn’t matter.