I don’t see US ever having a night like I’ve had… I see a lot more loving than spitting and fighting for US.

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I want to write. I want to tell you about all of the horrible things that He did to me tonight. I want to tell you about how he spit in my face and called me a whore…

But I don’t have the energy. I am so tired that I can only think about curling up and falling asleep to some Pretty Little Liars, yes I am Netflix addicted, dreaming of being in your arms.

I miss you so bad it hurts. I am so thankful for your love. I am so thankful for you.

I will try to find more time to write this weekend. I’m hoping to be able to have some down time. I’m going to need it after my 11 hour day tomorrow): SUPER SAD FACE

I can’t wait to write all about May (((: EXTREME UBER EXCITED FACE

I love you. I miss you. I’m so happy to see your face every day.

I’m yours. Forever.

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Sad Beautiful Tragic… The new story of US.

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DMZl50gQTuI

Oh my do I have shit to say. But I’m shaking/crying/sobbing too hard at the moment.

Thanks Pandora for not being a bitch today and playing that one song…

You know the one right? The one that was made for US… but you tainted and made it cheap and worth nothing but a fuck and, apparently, some mind blowing/dont stop/never want to stop cunnilingus… With someone ELSE.

Fuck you.

Remember that everytime you think of me.

I’m walking through this fucking fire, head up, soul bared, screaming fuck you….